FRANCES HOUSDEN

Shadows of the Past

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"Vanity, thy name is woman," Maria Costello told herself, even as she snapped the clasp of her evening purse closed over her glasses and ditched the last particle of her normal librarian look. If there one thing she didn't need tonight it was anything that smacked of timidity.

No, if she was to face up to her bête noir, then she had to look as if all the power was in her hands, whether it was true or not. She took a deep breath, tilting her chin and stared after the lights of her departing cab. Without her glasses they were just two fuzzy red balls zooming into the deep blue of a New Zealand summer twilight.

On any other day, the soles of her feet would have itched to dance to the music pouring out of the early New Zealand colonial edifice that housed The Point restaurant, but tonight nothing could distract her. Not even the song rocking off the overhanging verandas that sheltered sidewalk diners. Tonight the tables were empty. All the action was taking place inside at the party she intended gatecrashing.

Of course if Mamma knew what she was about to do, she would think Maria's sense of proportion had gone haywire. An opinion that would be voiced in a mixture of English and Italian, the exact mix dependant on the level of her excitement.

Somehow, Maria was positive tonight it would be Italian all the way. One look and Mamma would know she'd gone over the top with her plum-colored dress. Its nun-like high neckline and long sleeves fooled everyone until she turned around.

She'd needed a confidence boost and this was the first time since buying it she'd hauled it out of the wardrobe and worn it outside of her bedroom.

All her best glamour products, and for what? For the sake of turning the tables on the man she believed was stalking her.

Some people might think she was taking a gamble denouncing him with no more proof than he'd been the only person she'd recognized when the sensation prickled up her neck. But it hadn't started until just after she'd been called to reception at Tech-Re-Search and Randy Searle had handed her some documents from Stanhope Electronics. Nearly every time she turned around quickly, she'd caught him dodging out of sight.

She shuddered, switching her thoughts back to her mother before fear could sneak in a low blow and turn her away from her goal. The way Maria looked at it, in this life you either had to laugh or cry and she was done crying and ready to do battle.

Clenching her back teeth so hard it hurt she walked into the pool of light spilling from the restaurant door. The happening inside was the Christmas party of Stanhope Electronics, the firm that employed Randy Searle. She'd convinced herself that by confronting him face-to-face, even if he tried to bluster his way out of it, people would know, and in future he'd leave her alone.

Her shoulder-length hair, caught up in butterfly clips, tugged as her scalp prickled, the way it did when she felt him around.

Watching.

No! No more letting her mind take that track.

One more in-drawn breath, one more step, and she crossed the threshold into a world of pure sound. A quick sidestep helped avoid a collision with the couple leaving. Laughing over their shoulders, they waved goodbye calling out, "See you next year."

At the last moment they noticed her. "Oops, sorry." The tall blonde's blue-eyed gaze held hers with the soft bleariness of someone who'd had just enough to drink.

"No harm done," said Maria, standing to the side to let them exit, hoping the smile on her face hid her apprehension.

The male half of the couple endowed her with a sloppy grin, and just when she thought she was safe, shouted, "Hey, Franc, hang about, we've got a live one here."

A live one? What kind of party was this?

As she hesitated, he said, "Go right on in. Better late than never, it's one hell of a party."

His blonde companion tugged at his sleeve, snagging his attention. "And it can only get better."

A look passed between the two. A look of naked need and desire that pinched at Maria as she watched him practically carry the blonde down to the street in their haste to be alone.

Distracted, she wondered what it felt like to want someone so badly you didn't care who knew?

Mentally reproving herself to get back to the task in hand, she let her eyes adjust to the soft glare of candles reflected in the old fashioned white and black tiles that had first adorned the walls when it was a butcher's shop.

"Looking for someone?"

Maria turned in the direction of the rough-honed male voice and almost replied, "You. I'm looking for you. I have been all of my life."

Uh oh, was her mouth gaping. She shut it with a snap. In a near daze, she dragged her eyes from the guy's lop-sided grin. A grin she'd thought exclusive to her favorite movie hero. Now she knew better. And for worse.

It was like someone played a sick joke on her. She'd never thought to meet man who could actually make her heart jump into her throat. Truth be known, she'd hadn't been sure if she wanted to. But to happen tonight of all nights! Swallowing her instincts to flee, she answered, "Randy. Randy Searle, is he still here?"

Head cocked to the side, he gave her a once-over that was almost insolent in its laziness. "Too bad," he drawled. "I'd hoped you were looking for me."

Her hands fisted tightly round the strap of her purse until her nails dug into her palm. Real life intruded on her fairy tale moment and let loose the beast to steal her peace of mind. Hopefully a crowded place would keep her safe. "Am I too late.'"

He turned his wrist to check. Dark hairs showed above a gold watch where the cuffs of his white silk shirt folded back. "Not that late, nine-thirty." Too late for me, once I've done what I came for.

"Is...is he still here?" she stuttered, watching the only guy to ever make her mind crash come closer, moving with all the lethal grace of a male confident of his own attractions. Slim black pants finished his outfit as if he'd dressed to fit in with the décor, but she forgot her mental sarcasm the moment she looked into his eyes. Brown like her own, but more intense in color, bitter chocolate. They held hers until she forced herself to look away."

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